Cancelled Pt.1

Caution: This story contains AB/DL content.

Awoken by a loud noise, Luke groaned and looked around to find the source; his phone ringing. He picked it up with half-open eyes and checked the caller ID to find out it was his girlfriend of 2 years, Riley. Feeling butterflies in his stomach he quickly sat up in his bed and answered the phone call.

“Good morning, princess,” Luke greeted with a raspy voice, unaware that it made his girlfriend's heart swell.

“Good morning,” Riley managed to squeak, blushing at the nickname and the tone of his voice. “I can’t wait to see you today, I’ve missed you so much!” she said after she contained herself, impatient to see him again even though she’s gone out with him the previous day.

“I’ve missed you, too,” Luke chuckled, slowly getting out of bed until he suddenly stiffened. “B-but I can’t see you today,” he said quickly.

“Why not?” his girlfriend asked, the 22 year old man aware that she was quite shocked. Luke quickly thought of his options; he could just laugh it off and spend the day with his girlfriend, or he could make up an excuse to stay home alone. The second option seemed more appealing at the moment.

“I’m sick,” he simply stated, making sure he followed that with a few coughs and a sniffle. “I’m just so tired, I can’t move. I guess I’ll be staying in bed all day. I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Riley replied, unable to hide the disappointment latched in her voice, “just focus on getting better, do you want to me to come over and take care of you?”

“No,” he replied quickly, “it’s alright, I’ll just sleep it off. It’s probably not that serious.”

“Oh,” was all his girlfriend could say, confused by the sudden cancellation of their day, “I’ll call you later today if you change your mind. I love you, goodbye!”

“I love you, too” Luke replied and hung up with a sigh, as much as he felt upset for rejecting his girlfriend, he desperately needed the time for himself; it’s been a while. He quickly shook it off; he’s seen her yesterday, and he’ll see her tomorrow, it’s completely fine! Luke finally got out of bed to once again feel the same sensation that shook him throughout the call; the soaking diaper between his legs. He sighed once more and waddled to the bathroom. He opened the cabinet under the sink and got all the tools he needed for a diaper change and headed back to his bedroom where he set everything on the floor before laying down the changing mat.

“Now, Lukey,” he told himself as he lay down on the mat and removed his undergarment, “I understand you don’t want to get a change, but I’m afraid you’ll have to. Afterall, we wouldn’t want you to get a rash on your bum bum, do we?” he cooed to himself as he wiped and powdered his private parts before taping a new diaper onto himself.
“Good boy, Lukey! You’re such a brave little boy!” Luke congratulated himself and set everything back to its original spot before heading to the kitchen. Luke -unfortunately- didn’t have a ‘mommy’ figure to take of him when he was feeling little, so he had to take care of himself. He would love to have Riley be his ‘mommy’, but he couldn’t risk telling her his embarrassing secret. How could he explain this to her anyway? Hey, I like acting like an infant. Why? Because I’m a freak! Luke quickly shook the thoughts off before he could feel himself tearing up. Riley meant the world to him, he couldn’t dare risk losing her simply to satisfy his guilty pleasures.

“She doesn’t need to know, I’ll be fine,” Luke reassured himself as he prepared himself a warm bottle of milk. He tied a bib around his neck and grabbed a spoon and a jar of baby food, then walked to the living room after he retrieved the bottle. The blonde sat on the middle of the room and turned on the TV to some cartoons, then started eating his breakfast.

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After a few hours, Luke had already finished his breakfast a long time ago and was too engrossed into the TV to notice time pass by. He’d already gotten into his little space and wasn’t too bothered with the mess on his face as much as he was with what was going on on TV. Nothing could grab his attention, not even the sudden opening of the door and the soft steps heading towards the living room.

“L-luke?” was all that was needed to snap Luke out of his headspace; an intruder’s voice. He quickly turned around to see the only person he begged himself wouldn’t be behind him; Riley.

“Babe, I’m so sorry! I can explain!” Luke panicked, hoping this was all a dream. He froze as he saw his girlfriend’s twisted expression, unsure if it was pure shock or disgust. He couldn’t move forward to confront her, but even if he did, he wouldn’t dare do so; for he might make matters worse.

“Riley, p-please don’t hate me,” Luke managed to whisper, “I promise I’m not a freak.”